great expectations, ...yea right !

according to the 12-years old raisa, the whatever that was suppose to happen when am 24 doesn't feel like happening !

we do have 'the' greatest expectations for ourselves, which is sometime is sad, and yes natural I believe.

I don't want just to live, brethe, not tryin' to sound deep, but I feel this is the right time to make something out of my life. UH, too frustrating !

We might be whatever people think, we might be more or even less, but we still think ordinary is dull, it's ordinary, ordinary! We want more, I know I do, and am not an optimistic person, but there's this beautiful thing in life called 'Hope' and I do believe damn it!


anyways, I guess am ok,
it's 11:20 pm, it's monday, my ex-favorite day of the week

Nizar

Intro

pumpkin, if one day
you went through these pages
of this sole book
blessed by every letter n' comma
that was once written about you
you were none, till I came
gave you the world
and turned your dust
into gold

subdued.

e-mails, future, family, empires, bright suns, bordom, afternoons, mental blackouts, memories



it's friday, o2:18 pm

the BLAH !

umm...
today is the 5th Sept. not a special day I know, I think I came to know some people a lil more. Not an exciting thing but I understood their stupid attitude :)

con, consortium, I know in spanish y latin 'con' means together, the rest is related I guess !
family can be be real pain if they wanted to, out of helping you and thinking what is best for you in life and all, which maybe true if they just gave you the choice to decide, pfff.. they don't !

ever heard of the AP five cards? ..better, they're suppose to boost the 'writer' or storyteller in you, they're suppose to be short, vivide, and represent pieces of you, or something.

I just finishe a huge cup of Joe's cousin, cappuccino that is ! that's equal to a hug for me, which reminds me, I have'nt had a hug in a while now, yea it's pretty stupid ..yo se :) !

pronto,
11:03 pm

: )

تقبّل الله منّا و منكم صالح الأعمال