ف.ع
غداً ربما، أو بعد غد. سنجّر هذين الكرسيين و سنتبادل الإتهامات
قبل أن تشرق الشمس و تفقد الوجوه أسماءها
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Leonard Cohen Live (Famous Blue Raincoat)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
*liarees
for those who hate breathing, swinging, and kissing
stop talking.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
singing in the rain.
I'm not much of a winter person, I hate the cold, and rain in my dictionary have always meant car accidents, (almost) falling off slippery surfaces, and a bunch of other unpleasent things. but I do love it when it all goes down to good weather, cloudy skies, and gentl__er rain.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
أبو تمام
Saturday, December 5, 2009
people of feather.
الحصن, أيام الجمعة - السيدة ملعقة - حكايات عالمية
* october, 1986
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
sharing
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
معجم صغير للكلمات غير المفهومه
Milan Kundera "the unbearable lightness of being" (1984)
Saturday, November 14, 2009
friday's coffee breaks.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
معجم صغير للكلمات غير المفهومه
Milan Kundera - the unbarable lightness of being (1984)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
you can always ruin my day.
i finally decided to get a pet, and i think she's dying.
am never sure when it's enough water. sometimes i'd flood her, sometimes a week would go by without a drop of water.
so your lead to the local color
serving coffee with a cruller
dunking doesnt take a lot of skill
they've got an awful lot of coffee in brazil
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
mystery dresses.
it's been ten years now since Anna Scot, met William Thacker. ten years since i have been a fan of she. ten years since i had the pleasure of meeting Spike. ten years sincei heard someone say they never heard someone say "Whoopsidaisies." ten years.
and someone actually uploaded the whole movie on youtube, wow.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
(مرة أخرى)
أوه حبيبي بيبي, كيف لي أن أعرف
- الكورس -
أرني كيف تريدنا أن نكون
- الكورس -
- الكورس -
Friday, July 31, 2009
blahblahblaaaah..
"يعني انتي حتأضيها نزري"
says one of the girlfriends' to the leading actress in the movie my sister's watching, sad. actually reminds me, did you watch that julia roberts movie "pretty woman"? yes? well, i think there's an egyptian version, and when i say version, i mean it, same every single thing, copy paste, it was weird-fun to watch actually.
more tv, or out to nowhere?
really?
last week we went out and watched "public enemies" ..sorry, but watching jonhnny depp getting peacefuly shot by christian bale wasn't that mesmorizing :/ you get that sense, the he's gonna die eventually feeling, but still you know..
buenas noches.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Radiohead - No Surprises
there comes a moment in every woman's life, where she realises that acting stupid is totally oukaai and that justin timberlake is just not that hot anymore
cheers to that.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
rebounds.
Friday, July 3, 2009
i just realized:
- life is too short
- things will always take the U-turn, and am a bad driver
- it's easy to hate
- for the first time in history, a movie will surpass the novel, the time traveler's wife wasn't that wonky after all
- i need a good read?
- i love and feel sorry for my cousin
- ipods are awesome
- i really look good in whites and reds
- i miss Shakira
- really miss Mai Hassan Ma6ar :)
- time is always a relevant concept
- i can do better
Sunday, June 28, 2009
meet me in montauk.
"Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"
a girl in a stripped red jumpsuite with a hoodie once told me that, if you liked this movie then you're not anyone. you're unique. well, maybe. and maybe this applys to a lot of other movies, but this is our grey territory. to prove this theory, we're starting a fanlisting.
Rules.
1. never type the word "nice" here.
2. must believe in liars.
3. must at least know one french word, says mr. Gondry.
4. have to be a believer in the free will of acting stupid.
5. must have been to a bookstore.
Entries.
1. your name.
2. place of exsistance.
3. favorite scene.
4. you're a Clementine or a Joel.
5. you liked the movie because.
spread the joy!
Monday, June 22, 2009
lovers, liars and theives
umm ..i just had two big sized cups of coffee, so this might taste a little too caffeinated
8 things i'm looking forward to:
1. taking some time off this summer
2. seeing my neice again
3. Wimbledon's final, it's becoming a national day, Nadal-less though :/
4. redecorate my room
5. buying a Mac
6. turning 26
7. my Dolly's graduation
8. ...
8 things i wish i could do:
is it okay to go crazy?
1. fly
2. talk
3. sleep
4. form a rock band
5. move to San Francisco or Dubai :/
6. buy an island
7. speak fluent french
8. have a baby elephant as a pet
8 things i love:
this is very general, skipping the usuals, i love
1. my afternoon reading time
2. cappucino
3. strolls
4. shopping
5. my laptop
6. high heels
7. colors
8. Barcelona, if a city should be loved it has to be Barcelona
8 things i did yesterday:
not exactly yesterday, but the yesterday of a couple of days ago
1. read
2. thought about bakeing something, didn't though
3. went out for a midnight walk with my sister
4. oiled my hair :/
5. watched tropic thunder for no good reason
6. downloaded a spanish language course
7. had coffee with dad
8. got disapointed
8 shows i watch:
i watch a lot of things, so these should make the list since i watch 'em regularly
1. Weeds
2. the Office
3. Grey's anatomy, and to be honest i hate it, and yet i feel compeled to watching :/
4. Dexter
5. Seinfield, on reruns :)
6. ...
7. ...
8. ...
Friday, June 19, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Interior of a house.
it's too long we've been living
Monday, May 25, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
exit music.
02:00:02,880 --> 02:00:04,472
Does it hurt when you walk?
1407
02:00:12,640 --> 02:00:14,073
Want to see what I'm doing?
1408
02:00:26,840 --> 02:00:28,956
I'll show you later,when it's finished.
1409
02:00:35,680 --> 02:00:36,999
But why are you crying?
1410
02:00:42,600 --> 02:00:45,433
Mathilde leans backagainst her chair,
1411
02:00:46,360 --> 02:00:49,796
folds her hands in her lapand looks at him.
1412
02:00:50,480 --> 02:00:54,439
In the sweetness of the air,in the light of the garden,
1413
02:00:55,120 --> 02:00:56,792
Mathilde looks at him.
1414
02:00:57,560 --> 02:00:59,118
She looks at him...
1415
02:00:59,600 --> 02:01:00,999
She looks at him...
Monday, May 11, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
and we -flunked, ..again :D
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
paint me a memory
من الأفلام ..و الأحذية ..بل و حتى الأشخاص
the curious case of benjamin button
الذي انتظرني كثيراً أولاً في صالات العرض و ثانياً في ملف برنامج التورنت
كنت قد شاهدت الكثير عنه إما في التلفاز أو على أحد المواقع حتى أصبت بنوّع من التشبّع
أوّد شكر مشكلة الاتصال التي واجهتها من فترة قريبة, و التي لولا حدوثها ما كنت لأفكر بمشاهدة الفيلم
على الأقل حالياً
fight club و أخرى كـ se7en 12أو حتى monkeys
سيفهم معنى الاعجاب بممثل يختار "بتلقائية" ربما, أفلاماً أقل ما يقال عنها أنها جيدة
و الحديث هنا عن براد بت
نعود للفيلم, بصراحه لم أقع في حبه لم أنبهر لم أتأثر كثيراً, لم أكن على حافة الكرسي
و للامانه لم أكن على أي كرسي لكن بكلمات أخرى,
لم يعجبني كثيراً
كل ما كان يجول في ذهني حين بدأت المشاهدة هو كيف يبدو شكل الشخصية الرئيسية
benjamin button
عندما كان طفلاًو كيف سيموت, أي بأي سن أو هل سيظل يعود به الزمن حتى يختفي أم .. أم .. و أم؟
و كل هذه تساؤلات "عبيطه" ربما لم يكن من المفروض وجودها في بادئ الأمر
لكن هذا ما جرى
كذلك لم أفهم سبب ذكر تلك القصة السخيفه عن السّاعاتي الذي
صنع ساعة عقاربها تعود للوراء, أملاً أن يعود ابنه للحياه بعد أن مات في الحرب
قد تكون السبب وراء كل هذه المعاناة رغم أني لم ألحظ وجود الرابط بين القصه و الأحداث
! تظل سخيفه
من الناحية الفنية كان جيداً
الاضاءة و اللقطات و المؤثرات الخاصة و الماكياج كلها كانت جيدة, لا اعتراض
الفكرة موجودة و أعني فكرة ماذا لو يعود الزمن بالإنسان للوراء, لكن مشكلة السيد
button
أن الزمن لم يتوقف عن العودة ليكمل حياته كإنسان طبيعي
بل أصبحت مرحلة الشباب هي النهايه
افتقد شيئاً ما, عنصراً مهماً, كوجوه خضعت لعمليات جراحية حتى فقدت انسانيتها
شعرت بأنني أشاهد فيلم خيال علمي لا يمت لي "كإنسانه" أي صلة
فيلم لن يظل في البال طويلاً
Saturday, April 25, 2009
do you wanna hear a lie? I think you're GREAT.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Your pencils are creating a health hazard. I could fall and pierce an organ.
it was friday, and i was in the mood,
so the first thing to do before you cook anything
i spent about an hour, looking through mexican recipes,
and boy, do they love meat and chillies!
do a selfportrait. (April 19)
here's how it's done:
b) sit tight, and keep one expression on,
c) mess up the dimensions,
d) and you're done !
i did it on a proximately big board paper,
and i kind of messed it up,the eyes are displaced,
the face frame just looks wrong,
didn't quite like the outcome,
and i wouldve posted it except i didn't wanna scare people off :D
i must've been drunk when i thought of this :/
not gonna happen.
visit the clinic. (April 16)
this one is related to somethings in my head,
i had access to ALOTTA of medical documents that
i started seeing things,
so i went there, got cancelled,
and you'd think you'll get the cancelation call, ..didn't happen.
Friday, April 17, 2009
#5 (tricycle)
ok, here's the thing
for someone who can't actually ride a bicycle, hates unstable grounds, and who's balance challanged,
skateboard isn't their best friend
the whole skate board "experience" was fun, i fell alot, and by alot, i mean every time i remember that am on a moving board, that i can't actually pull the breaks, that am falling no matter what,
anyways, i kept falling, ..falling and falling! now i can ride it without falling off which is quite an achievement,maybe next time we'll try the back flip q:
and it's ok to scream, laugh, and scream again!
one last thing, it's really fun once you get the hang of it,once you get the hang of it! :D
Monday, April 13, 2009
#1 (1o things I hate about Raisa.)
- my precocious negativity. like a safety net.
- lack of confidence. i honestly don't know where did i got from, too much estrogen?
- the angry me. i wouldn't want to be around myself at that state :/
- my random stupidity. ..umm
- my mood. #! @$%^&*()
- stubborness. i always can strach it, no matter how long you'd go. completely hate it!
- hesitancy. yes, no, ..yes again!
- my outstanding math skills. it'll blow your mind away :D
- my short term memory system. always forgets, always!
- over-doing things that aren't worth it. over think, over analyze, ..over everything!
somethings are just stuck with you
and screw it, I love myself :D
she made me do it !
sometimes you just need a push,
write 1o things i hate about myself.(April 13)get a fake tatto.(April 15)cook something Mexican.(April 17)do a selfportrait.(April 19)skateboard, learn how to.(April 16)- watch a foreign movie with no subtitle.
- act happy for a whole day.
- call her.
- spend a day out with my nephews.
visit the clinic.(April 16)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
(to do)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
The Whole Blah Damn Thing.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
it's about time!
Los Abrazos Rotos ( broken embracess )
a Pedro Almodovar film
Penelope Cruz, and a bunch of other españoles actors
can't wait to see this one, can't wait.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
"Crapology"
#1
in a small square,
filled with clouds,
and rain,
stacks of dreams
jump my face.
#2
time has stopped,
it's illegal to talk
at this hour,
and soon enough,
I'll be looking for you
behind the sun.
#3
11:35 am.
empty waiting room,
annoying copy machines,
meaningless.
he's in a meeting
'til the sun goes down.
#4
crossed legs,
swallen toe,
a chock'd up smile
and a coffee to go.
#5
yesterday,
i had tea for breakfast
a dream for lunch
and a lie for supper
starving,
i never woke up.
#6
Dan Humphry.
#7
menue:
extras,
clock,
set alarm:
'2 years from now'
OK.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
bags of tears. لمساءٍ آخر
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
"lucha de gigantes" - Nacha Pop
2. Play (the youtube version) or the more friendly version, (here).
3. notes: it's Spanish, translated version of the (original) lyrics follows. "lucha de gigantes" means: "giants' fight." Nacha Pop is an ancint Spanish pop band.
4. P.S. I miss that place.
a giants' joust
turns the air
into natural gas
a wild duel warns me
how close I am
of going into an noutrageous world
I feel my fragility
some nightmare
running away
with a beast after me
tell me everything's a lie
just a silly dreamand
nothing more
I'm afraid of enormity
where nobody hears my voice
stop the deception
don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around
paper monster
I don't know
who I'm up against
or is there
somebody else here?
I believe in the terrible ghosts
of some strange place
and in my foolishness to make you
burst into laughter
In an outrageous world
I feel your fragility
stop the deception
don't try to hide
that you've never tripped
while moving around
Paper monster
I don' tknow
who I'm up against
lets leave pain behind.
Monday, February 23, 2009
if I were a boy: (I would)
Sunday, February 22, 2009
120 lbs.
Favorite color: black,white, turquoise, and red
Favorite getaway place: an island with someone to cook me and a mute masseuse :/ ..ok, it's definitely the beach
Favorite perfume (guys):
Favorite perfume (girls): CK's euphoria, Rock 'n Rose
Favorite pj brand: aaa.. I dunno ..?
Favorite clothes brand in general: Stradivarius, Bershka, y Zara
Favorite person in the entire world: tricky, hmm.. am keeping it to myself :)
Favorite country (not including your own): Cuba <3..
Favorite car: OH, the RR's phantom, and no I don't own one, I just love the way it looks :*
Favorite sport: reading? ..I do walking from time to time if it counts, and am not fat!
Favorite sport player: Zidane, Nadal
Favorite spot in Kuwait: unfortunately, I've never been there
Favorite animal: baby elephant, too cute!
Favorite movie: no, this one is "unanswerable" :)
Favorite singer: that's a combination of many, none to be specific
Favorite day in the week: Friday
Favorite time of the day: early mornings, late at night
Favorite holiday season: summer, summer, and summer :D
Favorite number: 13, 9
Favorite food: hmm, salty creamy stuff, salads, and soups :/
Favorite chocolate: ..Patchi's dark chocolate?
Favorite cartoon: that Judie Abbot's, My Daddy Long Legs
Favorite blogger: not faire,
Favorite Flavour Ice Cream: oukaai, am not a big fan of ice creams, but I'd say the regular choclate ice cream
Rules: So how this works is you guys add a new favorite to the list and pass it on to 10 to 15 people.
aye, ya, ya! 10 to 15, ..ok if you read this you've been tagged!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
blueberry fields
I woke up that day gravity challenged,
trying to fight the heaviness of my eyelids,
finally my eyes were partially open.
"Total Moisture.."
an upside down bottle of body lotion was on the dresser,
right in front of my sight, I kept blinking..
and reading the meaningless lines on the bottle.
ten minutes later, my brain started to engine,
I had to get out of my warm bed. and I did, successfully.
it was a freezing morning,
and my room looked blue, it needed more light,
I headed to the window feeling the cold attacking every angle of my being,
my fingers started to feel more and more rigidy,
I tried to pull, but the curtains refused to spread open,
as if they were holding each other.
I didn't have the heart to shred them apart
so I moved them together to the other side.
it was 11:13 am, my brain kept squealing for caffeine,
my brain gave my mouth an order to unseal, and I stared calling our maid:
"katty, ..katty, ..KATTY!"
"yes ma'am?"
"my coffee, please" ..remembering,
"don't add any sugar Katty!"
"ok ma'aam"
and there, my beloved coffee started to boil.
as I locked the door,
and started to yawn, accompanied by my hands' stretching,
I turned the other side of the room,
and a huge paper on the television screen interrupted my daily ritual.
I slithered closer, it read:
"dear, don't remove the blue bandage around your neck, I'll be home soon"
the writing was barely readable. it was mom's.
reading the note, my hands unconsciously started tracing the bandage,
and it was really there.
passing by the dresser, I straighten up the lotion bottle and looked at my neck.
I had no memory of wearing it, but I remember yesterday, it was sunshine peaceful.
brushed my teeth. washed my face, and just couldn't stop thinking about that blue bandage. what could have happened? my brain was having a terrible time coming up with suitable scenarios, none of which seemed realistic enough. it was almost 12, mom is not home yet and I needed a shower.
everything was set, I pulled my hair up, and started to unwrap the bandage.
it was tighter than it looked.
the bandage was off, and as I looked closer into the mirror, ..
there was a fine red line around my neck, it was getting more and more visible,
a small stream of blood started going down my neck,
a second later,
my head fell into the sink and my body collapsed on the floor.
leading me to a one and only conclusion,
"I was murdered."
my two, and final concerns were,
the unknown fate of my well-deserved cup of coffee. and myself, laying there naked.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
because I care.
Friday, January 16, 2009
*****, doesn't cut it anymore
description: worn out, feeling beyond repair, and nothing is good enough
format: flv. (youtube)
disclaimer: you have the freedom of choice either to play 'em or not - foto by (hpa.com)
warning: not recomended to those in good mental state
o1. Coldplay - "fix you" (clicky) when you try your best, but you don't succeed, when you get what you want, but not what you need, when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep, stuck in reverse
o2. Alejandro Sanz - "he sido tan feliz contigo" (clicky) a veces sueña con tu alegria mi melodía, a veces sueño del aire que nos caemos, qué es lo que iba a decirte yo ...
o3. the cardigans - "feathers and down" (clicky) so you trying to do what they did, your friends that turn to liquid, and got lost in the sea, and now you’re drowning me, with your talk of four leaf clovers, you turn to rocks and omen, to beat the ambient harm, but it’s bruising your karma
o4. margot & the nuclear so and so's - "quiet as a mouse" (clicky) tourists rob you of your home, in sunken boats, and you can hide quiet as a mouse, but they'll find you out and she aked me what have you felt, so down and out, you can stay with me at my house
o5. elliott smith - "can't make a sound" (clicky) you're never gonna understand what you're seeing, but later you'll pretend you can and you'll mean it, you might think it's all in your head but you're not certain anymore
o6. snow patrol - "somewhere a clock is ticking" (clicky) i've got this feeling that there's something that i missed, don't you breathe, don't you breathe. something happened that i never understood, you can't leave, you can't leave
o7. we are scientists - "lethal enforcer" (clicky) i promise this is not a test, it's just i want you to be sure. it all comes back to common sense, i guess that's what you're looking for. i'll have to ask you to speak up so we're sure that we're all perfectly clear on what we're ignoring
o8. portishead - "over" (clicky) I can't hold this day, anymore, understand me, anymore, to tread this fantasy, openly, what have I done, oh this uncertainty, is taking me over, I can't mould this stage, anymore
Monday, January 12, 2009
( you saved my life in Korea )
aside from the gay picture, and the irrelevant title, never mind where this am about to say come from .. umm, here it goes ..I used to be 'friends' with my sister, we shared so many things, materially and spiritually wise, now I feel like we're strangers, sometimes and not always, I feel like I have to agree with her just not to argue, she's into some stupid, dumb, dumb things, and it's ok but it feels like these stupid things are all there is, I remember telling her that I felt she was a complete "تافهه " and she went like "yes I know I am" and with that look on her face, she wasn't like umm.. messing around, I was just disappointed to say the least, at how everything tuned out,
would it be sad to miss that naive girl? 'cause I sort of do sometimes, I miss my lil stupid pigeon, but I think people change at some point, am not the same person I used to be back in high school, it still me but not wholy me, and neither she is, am just tiered of fetching her everywhere, I know she's been through some crappy friendships, disappointments, but that's not an excuse or a reason, ya hearing me pigeon.. it ..is ..NOT! :/
I hope she doesn't find her way here :p but if you did, I do love you and you know I'd adopt you if I had to, and my door is always open if you needed to knock, well ..as well as my closet if you felt like stealing anything ;) .. am still mad at the world for this, but the world can vete al infierno!
I can get myself together pretty easily, am good at lying telling myself everything's gonna be "ok," whatever this ok is, it's not optimisticism but rather peacefulness ..maybe, anyways ..that's enough for today :)
Tuesday, 3:03 am
Jan 13, 09
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
let's spend the day in bed,
usually alone, lights off, and you're in Paris, ..Barcelona, or somewhere else for a couple of hours,
and then, you come back :)
here's some movies I've watched recently,
The Savages
this is one is a year old, I heard so much about it but finally watched it recently, torrent related issues :p
anyways, it's about a middle aged woman played by Laura Lenny, whom was awsome! if I may add :) and her profssor brother who lives somewhere on the other side of the american coast ..or whatever the term is, their father loses his girlfriend of 20 years and they're in their late 70's, and ends up being kick'd out an eldery society/home because of his behavior, anyways ..the movie will take you through their strugle choosing a home for their dying any day father, .. the father n' son relationship, their sister brother relationships, and that sort of things
I enjoy'd the movie tbh, it was real, human, blue, and reeeally depressing, but again it was good, and I'd definately recommend it
Australia,
this one I watched at the theatre, I went there with a couple of my sisters at the Marina mall, we met a friend at a café, ..fuelled up with caffien, chatt'd, then we headed to the theatre and settled down, it was about 3:30 pm and ..dadum, the movie started!
it's a story about this British lady Nicole Kidman, who went after her husband, well ..to get him back to England, but he 'surprisingly' gets murdered as she lands on Australia, and I gotta say her lips look'd a bit bigger than the last time I saw her, ok back to the movie ..she take over her husband's farm trying to save it, then meets this, umm ..man Hugh Jackman and yes she falls for him, they go places, things happens, and then a happy ending! ..hope I didn't ruin it for ya :
ok, now for me it wasn't my kind of movies, it was sort of fun to watch, funny at times, but it wasn't the movie that will stay in mind, it was very predictiple, I thought that they sort of epic'd everything about it, I mean the music was very eppicy, when a car was moving away they'd play this ear-dropping sad music and so on, seriously WHY?
I'd say watch it if you didn't have any other choice, however, there's a big chance you might like it, so it's your call, ..oh did I mention it was about 3 hours? :/
Things We Lost in the Fire
We lost a lot. And I remember, I...
I went to him and I said, you know,"How can you be so calm?"
And he said, "Hey, you know,those are just things, Audrey.
"Those are just the stuff.That's just stuff.
"We still have each other."
another depressing movie, and you'd expect a lot like this conversation
about this family, Hale Berry as the mother, that lost a member, but gained a friend, I read about the movie somewhere so I decided to watch it, it wasn't a masterpeice but it wasn't bad either, it was somewhere in between I'd say watch it, it was good, but a bit soacked up in drama, if you're up to it :)
Hotel Chevalier
I've never heard of this movie before, and it's a Natalie Portman movie which make it even weird-er not knowing about, ..anyways, it's a short movie, about 15 mins or less, I watched it based on a recommendation by a friend,
the whole movie takes place in a French hotel room, there's the ex-girlfriend and there's also the ex-boyfriend, whom suposedly was avoidng or rather fleeing this ex, umm .. the conversations were interesting, the song played in the movie was ..memorable :) everything seemed beautifuly placed, but you'll have to fill in the missing peices 'cause the movie doesn't give much
the over all is, it was good, you might ..hate it, but I'd still recommend it to people with artistic, ..Frenchy tastes maybe?
Il Y A Longtemps Que Je T'Aime
translation to that is, I've love'd you so long, I read about el movie at one of the blogs I stalk, so I thought it's French ..and it's drama, it's a combination that usually result into something good,
am not about to tell the story of the movie, I don't think telling the plot's a good idea you have to watch the movie, and don't try read anything of IMDB, trust me just don't :)
La Flor de Mi Secreto
ok it means, the flower of my secret, it's Spanish, and it's a 1995 production, it feels and tastes ventage, although it's not that old but it's ..I dunno, I've to mention that am completely in love with the director Pedro Almodovar, don't ask I just hove him! ..anyways,
the movie is about this lady writer who writes love novels under the name: Amanda Gris, she's married, but not that married, her husband is some sort of a solider, and was sent to Bosnia, due to the war ..and they're having troubles with their marrige, but she's being a woman, and just trying, and trying, ..and trying!
I'm pretty sure you won't like it, it's a movie about women, the difficult ones, ..I just had to write about it, cause I watched it a couple of days ago, thinking about it it wasn't bad at all, but it's the kind that am not recommending, however, am planing to watch it again :)